awww...

its so adorable.  this show i'm watching the guy asked the girl to the prom.  NO ITS NOT A REALITY SHOW.  speaking of dances, my school only had 1 dance and for that one..
1. no dates
2. no dressing up
3. no fun
yeah number 3 was fake but seriously.  WE'RE MIDDLE SCHOOLERS!!! of course we want to have dates and dresses to a stupid valentine dance that was in the cafeteria.  oh ho but did we follow those rules?  nooooo not at all.  half the girls wore dresses and most of the people had dates.  TAKE THAT SCHOOL MWAHAHAH!!!  Sixth grade we had one dance (before the school burned down) and it was in the auditorium with Michael Jackson's "Thriller" blasting from the speakers for the Halloween dance.  that one was ok but everyone knows middle school dances are Le Chesay (cheesy).  going back to the valentine dance thingy most people at least wore red or pink or (for girls) dresses.  i wore a black cross choker with a black Quiksliver shirt and a button up shirt over that >:D no i am not girly ON THE OUTSIDE.  on the inside yesh but no one believes me.  I just like the color black.
So new topic.  I'm thinking of a new story called Akuma (Japanese reference.  Akuma=demon)  where there is a girl named Akuma and it starts like this
'I've always known I was different.  The mother's of my friends would meet me and I would never be able to see them again.  They would always be "busy".  My best friends soon became the monsters that hung around me.  The ones with horns and forked tongues.  The ones with ragged black wings and clawed hands.  My name is Akuma and I think I am a danger to the world.'
so how is it?  I take my love of paranormal romance books (hahah yes) and my bigger love of Japanese stuff to moosh it into one!!!  I just don't know where it's going to lead.  I have no plot.  Nothing.  Nada.  AAAHH!!!  I really want to start writing it.  I've even gotten the beginning but the middle? nope.  the end? nada.  This happened before.  I started writing a story about a girl with wings named Yuki and i hit an awkward spot and those 5 pages of writing are still lying in a box to this day -_-...  So I tore out those pages put them in a paint splattered box and i started a new story about a girl and a guy who are going to save the world.
Wow.  Once i get going i keep going.  dang.
thanks for letting me waste your time today!!!
Peace
Rebecca